my bbq was on saturday 12dec 2009.
thanks to: Meiyi/Germaine/Shuhui/Cheng/Wee/Sying/Yling/Amali
for coming on that day! i had alot of fun that i have not had in a long time.
pictures are posted up on facebook YAY.
sy & wee & amali & me exchanged presents.
cheng & yl nvr bring its okay :D jiajun never come! LOL.

i just need to get something huge out of my head, its been in there since the day i grew up.
since i was 10yrs old? its getting pretty sickening
i can't bear to live like this everyday, its killing me slowly inside.
i want everything to end, i want everything to end so we can go back to being together
just like when i was a little child, everything was so perfect.
i just can't take this shit anymore. its so frustrating,
then it grew bold and dumb. why can't we be like any other other family?
so loving towards each other, understanding each other,
i really envy those suckers for having a perfect life while mine is not.
you getting drunk everyday is not perfect.
i just, i just want everything to be normal/perfect again, just like old times ):
or why dont you just die.

okay, i so needed to get that out of my head.
anyways, will be going to amali's house to overnight.
we will have fun. i will have fun. i love my friends. forever and ever.
back tomorrow, luvs.